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Meet Sugar Spoken Soul Spencer

A Controversial, Cool Christian…

Who is Sugar SpokenSoul Spencer?  Also known as Tabatha D. Spencer…she is a daughter…an artist…a sister…a woman…a mother…a friend…a leader…& a lover…but most of all a “WOMAN ON FIRE FOR GOD”…definitely what some would refer to as a “CONTROVERSIAL & COOL CHRISTIAN”…but without a doubt…a “BONAFIED BELIEVER”…

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Welcome 2 This Love Triangle!

Welcome 2 this love triangle of u, me & poetry…

@ 1st I was upset when I found out poetry was unfaithful to me…

But poetry had mentioned n the beginning…”I just have 2 be free”…

Like a fool…I thought I could change poetry…

And have poetry all wrapped up n me…like I was all wrapped up n poetry…

I was never turned on by that menoge stuff…

But poetry said there was so much love inside that the seduction of 1 would never b enuff…

I was totally against it…

So I would just make deep love 2 poetry & try 2 keep poetry’s freedom from myself…a secret…

When I realized that my love alone for poetry just wasn’t enuff…

It was when I found poetry with some1 else & man…it was kinda ruff…

But the joy that I saw in them after having been where I’ve been…

Just made helplessly me embrace the origin of my own poetic nose wide openess all over again…

I know poetry is out there…sometimes here…@ other times there & everywhere…

But the connection is so strong that it’s like poetry is still…rite there…

Next 2 me…finishing the start of my heart beat…

I know u got a thing 4 poetry like I do…

I ain’t trippin’…it’s cool…come on in the room…poetry can lay rite between me & u…

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Born & mostly raised as an only chilld in her hometown of Pensacola, Florida by a single 16 year old mother & a host of relatives who took the place of a father…there were many obstacles in her way…but none that she couldn’t & wouldn’t eventually defeat…having attended Christian & Catholic schools…& having the influence of God fearing great-grandparents that kept her in the house of the Lord…Sugar consistently had the influence of God in her life…but after moving overseas at the age of 12 after her mother married a soldier when Sugar was the age of 10…things in her life took a drastic change…when she was in Florida…she had the support of family…unlike after moving overseas…being forced to deal with a hurting alcoholic mother…an inadequate stepfather that she really didn’t know very well before starting to live in the same household…& the extreme dysfunction that she could not just walk away from…the gifts that God has blessed her with became the very things that unbeknownst to her became her praises to God…the very things that would eventually bring her needed peace in the midst of all of her storms…instead of buying posters for her bedroom as typical teenagers would…she had the ability to duplicate just about anything through sketching…there wasn’t much that she tried that she didn’t effortlessly master…she didn’t know why or how…but she just knew that she would & she could…sketching…sports…modeling…fashion…hair…cooking…singing…writing…dancing…reading…straight A’s on her reports cards…entrepreneurship…learning other languages…etc…etc…etc…it seemed as if there was nothing she couldn’t do except satisfy her mother…this was an ongoing battle for Sugar until she later began to build her relationship with God as an adult…everything negative thing in her life that was never resolved showed up at her door like unpaid mafia…it took a while…but she was forced to  embrace living in her truth…past, present & future…even the truths that she wasn’t responsible for creating…the beautiful ways that God allowed her to deal with all of her truths was through her God given gifts to sing, write & perform poetry…& most importantly the ability to love & touch people…though her life was once a struggle that has now graduated to welcomed challenges…Sugar thanks God on a daily basis for choosing, keeping & using her as an instrument to minister to all that God will allow…just as those before her that at one point & time that ministered to her…

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After the Orgasm

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Hear Sugar Spoken Soul Spencer at the VertiKal Cafe!

Celeste Duckworth